I wish I could find a picture of a woman screaming and hold her head.  that is what i feel like right now.  i don’t know what is going on except to say that the mixed epidsode storm is quickly approaching.  Forget abholu the spelling errors, you will know what I am saying.  The words are coming to my head faster than i can type.

i was ok.  up and out to home depot by 6:30 am.  that should have been the 1st clue that there was going to be a mixed episode.  Acturally that was the 2nd clue.  the first should have been the fact that i took my required medication and did not sleep- through the night.  i was up every two hours.  that was clue 1.  clue two on my way to home depot after after my clock said 6:00 am.

Now, my head is screaming with thoughts.  Yelling so loud.  About to get in the car and blast the radio just to not hear the thoghts.  wgetting this out ouf my head and onto electronic paper helps calm  me down enough to be able to get to someplace aways from home and do something else.


love to all, exucse the spelling errors, gotta go peanut butter


Author: Fighter

I finally accepted what people have been telling me. I am full of knowledge and wisdom and I am unforgettable. My word of encouragement since 2015 has been to let others know, despite the waves and ripples in our lives, Life is totally awesome, even with a mental illness. I believe my purpose is to encourage others, advocate for those around me who have not yet found their voice to advocate for themselves and educate those without a mental illness. If for one for minute someone laughs or smiles because of something I said, that is one moment they did not think about mental illness.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s