I wish I could find a picture of a woman screaming and hold her head. that is what i feel like right now. i don’t know what is going on except to say that the mixed epidsode storm is quickly approaching. Forget abholu the spelling errors, you will know what I am saying. The words are coming to my head faster than i can type.
i was ok. up and out to home depot by 6:30 am. that should have been the 1st clue that there was going to be a mixed episode. Acturally that was the 2nd clue. the first should have been the fact that i took my required medication and did not sleep- through the night. i was up every two hours. that was clue 1. clue two on my way to home depot after after my clock said 6:00 am.
Now, my head is screaming with thoughts. Yelling so loud. About to get in the car and blast the radio just to not hear the thoghts. wgetting this out ouf my head and onto electronic paper helps calm me down enough to be able to get to someplace aways from home and do something else.
love to all, exucse the spelling errors, gotta go peanut butter
