Am I there yet?

Am I stable yet?

Such an odd question,

But am I there yet?

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I think I am the best one to answer that

You see,

You can and will only answer from the outside

from what you see.

I answer from the whole perspective.

Such as:

How am I functioning moment by moment and

not day by day

How am I handling everyday setbacks?

Am I using my coping skills?

How am I feeling inside about my life, my loved ones, my work, my interests, etc.

These things I do not show outward.  It is a matter of looking on the inside.

Inside: a private place that I allow no one to go.

Outside: what you can see with your eyes and hear with your ears, but only guess with your mind.

So

Am I there yet?

You can’t tell, but I can and the answer is

I’m on my way

( This a.m. I am neither manic nor depressed.  A little restless in keeping in one place for too long, but nothing that makes me want to keep moving.  I can sit down and write from time to time.  I can start and complete projects.  This is good.  If it continues, it is a stable day and we will think about and evaluate tomorrow, tomorrow or in my case of mental illness and mixed episodes, we will evaluate later today. later today).

purpose to have an awesome day

love to all

pb aka peanut butter

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Author: Fighter

I finally accepted what people have been telling me. I am full of knowledge and wisdom and I am unforgettable. My word of encouragement since 2015 has been to let others know, despite the waves and ripples in our lives, Life is totally awesome, even with a mental illness. I believe my purpose is to encourage others, advocate for those around me who have not yet found their voice to advocate for themselves and educate those without a mental illness. If for one for minute someone laughs or smiles because of something I said, that is one moment they did not think about mental illness.

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