Am I stable yet?
Such an odd question,
But am I there yet?
I think I am the best one to answer that
You can and will only answer from the outside
from what you see.
I answer from the whole perspective.
How am I functioning moment by moment and
not day by day
How am I handling everyday setbacks?
Am I using my coping skills?
How am I feeling inside about my life, my loved ones, my work, my interests, etc.
These things I do not show outward. It is a matter of looking on the inside.
Inside: a private place that I allow no one to go.
Outside: what you can see with your eyes and hear with your ears, but only guess with your mind.
Am I there yet?
You can’t tell, but I can and the answer is
I’m on my way
( This a.m. I am neither manic nor depressed. A little restless in keeping in one place for too long, but nothing that makes me want to keep moving. I can sit down and write from time to time. I can start and complete projects. This is good. If it continues, it is a stable day and we will think about and evaluate tomorrow, tomorrow or in my case of mental illness and mixed episodes, we will evaluate later today. later today).
purpose to have an awesome day
love to all
pb aka peanut butter