There seem to be more gloomy days than bright ones filled with life moving about.
I thought a change in theme scenery would be in order.
I even changed some of the hanging pictures in my house. I took down the traditional season change pictures and hung the summer ones with the boat and water. Refreshing.
When I glance at it, it reminds me of summer. An outdoor time. Outdoor represents freedom.
Right now, I am exercising my freedom to feel alive and to work on me.
After I see the repercussions of my actions of lashing out because of rage, isolation or whatever the case may be, it makes me want or need to work on me. To find a better way to express my self, although I don’t always know the why I did what I did or the why I said what I said.
I just know I am tired of pushing people away. So, change of visual focus and time for change. Time to try to change how I react/ respond and communicate with those I love before it is too late. Before it is just me and no one around me.
Mental health does not have to make us push people away. I think sometimes it is inevitable because they have to set boundaries to protect themselves from us. From our outbursts, from our behavior or responses that they nor we, don’t understand.
Be good to you.
love to all
pb aka peanut butter