definitely manic- stop me if I can

Moving and pacing as fast as legs will allow without banging or bumping into anything.

Manic (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Could also be mixed state since I am fighting being down.  Not trying to go there.

Must follow protocol of wellness maintenance and keep appointment.

I am already dressed trying not to look like the weather.  The weather is dark.  I am trying to look fair although sunny would be better.

Sunny garb not avail.

Racing thoughts. Picking up a book to read.  Read one line, put it down.  It goes in the return pile.  I am trying to go to the library for peace. To slow down among the volumes of books.  Looking at the titles.  Trying to concentrate on the books to take my mind off the pacing.  The real reason I go.  To try to slow down.

The word racing around the sun is my manic.  When will it slow down?

peanut butter


Author: Fighter

I finally accepted what people have been telling me. I am full of knowledge and wisdom and I am unforgettable. My word of encouragement since 2015 has been to let others know, despite the waves and ripples in our lives, Life is totally awesome, even with a mental illness. I believe my purpose is to encourage others, advocate for those around me who have not yet found their voice to advocate for themselves and educate those without a mental illness. If for one for minute someone laughs or smiles because of something I said, that is one moment they did not think about mental illness.

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