Moving and pacing as fast as legs will allow without banging or bumping into anything.
Could also be mixed state since I am fighting being down. Not trying to go there.
Must follow protocol of wellness maintenance and keep appointment.
I am already dressed trying not to look like the weather. The weather is dark. I am trying to look fair although sunny would be better.
Sunny garb not avail.
Racing thoughts. Picking up a book to read. Read one line, put it down. It goes in the return pile. I am trying to go to the library for peace. To slow down among the volumes of books. Looking at the titles. Trying to concentrate on the books to take my mind off the pacing. The real reason I go. To try to slow down.
The word racing around the sun is my manic. When will it slow down?