Wet, cold and gloomy today

Seemed like it was sunnier when I was up earlier and imagined it to be so.

Now that daylight has broken through, it actually is gloomy and cold

It is hard to imagine laughter when it is cold and gloomy.

You don’t have to be depressed to feel this way, the weather does the job all by itself.

I did all the right things in my toolkit, although I am debating keeping my psychotherapy appointment today.

I am almost numb, not feeling sad, depressed, manic, nothing.  Just……

Looking for a Eureka moment.  I guess it just happens.

Wait, let me imagine a bit of sunshine and see if that helps motivate.

Sunshine (Photo credit: FurLined)

peanut butter


Author: Fighter

I finally accepted what people have been telling me. I am full of knowledge and wisdom and I am unforgettable. My word of encouragement since 2015 has been to let others know, despite the waves and ripples in our lives, Life is totally awesome, even with a mental illness. I believe my purpose is to encourage others, advocate for those around me who have not yet found their voice to advocate for themselves and educate those without a mental illness. If for one for minute someone laughs or smiles because of something I said, that is one moment they did not think about mental illness.

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