I realize that I am just starting to get manic. I googled Plenty of Fish and there in big letters was the story of a woman raped by a guy from POF.
Normally, things like this can and do happen in all dating sites, would be my logic and I would proceed to activate an account.
Being between mainstream and manic, I do realize there are potentially dangerous situations that can happen whether you met someone from a dating site or not.
As much as I want and need human touch, at this moment that is not a risk I am willing to take. I hope this logical thinking stays with me throughout this ordeal. Thoughts usually flip for me when manic. Logic is now illogical and illogical is now logical, hence, no negative consequences, only a good time.
I usually do not even realize when I am going into mania, until it is too late. I am already there.
Now my mind thinks, maybe I should go back and try to find one of the other ones I was already dealing with, NO thanks.
Get some type of hobby, what I don’t know. Something that will keep my mind in check and my body will follow suit and stay in the safety zone.